So I hope they're wrong with their estimate about 100,000 deaths in Myannmar. Such a tragic disaster. So many lives taken, just like that. Yet life still goes on. May those who are gone not be forgotten. Sadness.

I knew someone from Burma in high school. As of late I'm beginning to forget names. Only faces remain. So I don't remember his name, but I hope he's ok. I really hope he's ok.

My thoughts and prayers go towards all those people who are coping with loss. May they not turn to turmoil, but somehow find life in this situation.

Listen to song

Is there someone who's a friend
That I can open to?
A someone who understands
All that I'm going through?
A someone when there's no one
I can always come to?
There is no someone like this One.
There is a someone;
Someone you can open to.
There is a someone;
Someone who will take you through.
There is a someone when there is no one;
There is a someone, a wonderful One.

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So lately it seems like I've been having more dreams than usual. Luckily none have been nightmares, but most are events that I certainly would never want to happen in real life.

This morning I woke up in a panic because I dreamt that I was running late for a final exam. It was scheduled for 1-2pm, and I looked at my watch and it was already 5 minutes till 2. So I was running like mad thinking maybe I could still manage to make it when my alarm clock went off. Pheew.

The worst are dreams that seem too real that they affect you after you've waken up. I can recall two specific dreams that even though I knew they were just dreams, really shook me up and upset me. Maybe it's because I keep too many thoughts in my head and they just replay in my dreams. Perhaps.

Another set of awful dreams is when I think I'm awake, but really aren't. And everything is in slow motion, and I'm trying to snap out of it, but I can't. It's like I'm sub-consciously awake and aware that I'm still dreaming. Even when apparently I wake up, I'm really still dreaming. Ugh, I hate that feeling.

Anyhow, as long as their dreams, let's keep it that way.

I'm horrible when it comes to titles. Nothing seems to capture what I want to say. Same thing goes with email subject lines. I guess that shows how indecisive I can be.

So I have these quirks, and one of them is having a web page balanced. Thus I'm placing another post to fill the space. I'm a nerd, I know.

I'm still working on the whole memory erasing process. It's slooooow to say the least. To be able to blot things out permanently. Ah, if only. Time heals? Do you think that's really true? Or is it time just fades the memories. I don't think I need healing, I need forgetting. Let's bottle that one up and repackage it. I'll design the label.

Oy.

For all in all, this indeed may just be a phase. We'll see. Working out the details. Everything is temporary.

So what brings me here? Well I started reading some other blogs and I guess it somewhat inspired me. Although I'm not sure what exactly I'd want to pour out here. Is this just for self-vanity? Perhaps.

Eventually wanna start doing some more artwork. So that could be the direction I take here. Other than random rants and raves, I guess this is just an outlet.